College...A New Hope
I haven't had nearly as much fun in college as Briana has had at BYU-Idaho. I don't make friends easily and I'm not that outgoing. I mean, I am to a certain extent, but it is limited. I was so happy when I was able to acquire a job here in Colton California at Walmart, to live at home for the summer. Now that summer is almost gone, I find myself looking anxiously toward a new school year. I wish I were one of my friends and graduated, going on to bigger and better things. But I'm not. School and balancing life has been rather difficult. I'm not doing nearly as good as I would like and I am struggling scholastically.
I wish I could know where I will be in 5 years. I really hope that I'm not at Walmart. I want to have a good steady job. I definitely don't want to be a an old maid, man style. I need a girl that I can love and cherish; especially a girl that will love and cherish me back. I want a girl that will let me take the lead, not someone who has already figured things out. I might want in in 5 years as well.
I look at all the friends that I have had who are my age and who are already well advanced in their lives: degrees, jobs, kids, marriage, etc. I want that. I don't have it yet, but I want it. I'm tired of being alone. I am almost 25 years old.
This will be my year. You just watch. I can do it. I can make things happen. I will put in the extra effort into my life, school, family, and love, I will make it. I CAN DO IT, just like the little engine that could. I will do everything possible to make this years memories shine bright.
I wish I could know where I will be in 5 years. I really hope that I'm not at Walmart. I want to have a good steady job. I definitely don't want to be a an old maid, man style. I need a girl that I can love and cherish; especially a girl that will love and cherish me back. I want a girl that will let me take the lead, not someone who has already figured things out. I might want in in 5 years as well.
I look at all the friends that I have had who are my age and who are already well advanced in their lives: degrees, jobs, kids, marriage, etc. I want that. I don't have it yet, but I want it. I'm tired of being alone. I am almost 25 years old.
This will be my year. You just watch. I can do it. I can make things happen. I will put in the extra effort into my life, school, family, and love, I will make it. I CAN DO IT, just like the little engine that could. I will do everything possible to make this years memories shine bright.
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